15th May
In the end the aunty did not fall sick, but work was not that bad. Maybe its because there are not many visitors that day, so we did not need to communicate with each other alot. But her black face still did not change at all, look at her face jiu very sian liao... Deadbeaten after 4 straight working days, but I still manage to survive. Come home sleep all the way until morning.

16th May
Was supposed to be in school for classroom session at 10a.m. but I overslept so was a bit late. So we were just sharing our work experience and I realised that mine seems like the worst, most office politics, sickening collegues, irritating customers. Even the teacher can tell from just looking at my journal.

At least I got one good news to share. Our proposed event was selected by Sentosa Leisure Group and it will be executed. Such an honour that our project got selected out of so many groups. Now there is at least something to look forward to after internship.

After school went home slack a while then go out with Xiao Jiu they all. Main purpose is to celebrate Jeryl 18th birthday. So went to marina shop a while then go to bugis to eat steamboat. But his birthday like nothing special la. He just look so sian throughout the whole night, like want to die like this...

Wish to Jeryl: Erm 18 le please grow up please and be more matured. Dont be like GuNiang like this.

17th May
Have been losing temper quite easily nowadays and sometimes is over very trivial matters. For example today, I have 10 different accounts in which I shouted at customers or quarrel with them. I don't know why but I sense that something in me is slowly changing. I just cannot explain it. Maybe my tolerence has reach its limit, or have I become ore violent. I dont really know.

flew into my heart at 9:50 PM